ugliness should be illegal

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 06:43:12 GMT

visit

http://www.myspace.com/xvisceradripx

u WONT be dissapointed....

without teh trip to the eyes

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 04:52:54 GMT

......................i cant wait until...........................................

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 08:13:22 GMT

ok so i now hate the fuck out of teh word hooray

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 08:55:38 GMT

i saw her face and i just felt like clawing at myself.....

(♠)

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 08:37:10 GMT

yay my background is awesome!!!!!

(♥)

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 10:02:19 GMT

lol...i havent spent this much time online
its not grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat mmmm cereal......................................................................................................................................................

phucking phreak

so anyway, i wish i owned like four people.....i'd train them to play awesome trance....that had a twist and they'd dance with glitter,and laugh like lime juice.....................................................................................................................................................

cuz its siiick!

its so weird how many different thoughts soemone can have like in a second, its kind of weeeeeeeeeeird,

ithinkisay weird tooo often.....

oh ohw i loev teh grolliaz!!!!1

(♥)

lol jk

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 05:43:57 GMT

i hate this thing!!!!!!!!

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 06:05:50 GMT

today was a good trippppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahha!!!!!!!

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 04:46:35 GMT

did everybody remember what day it is??? or was......?

Fri, 27 May 2005 03:37:56 GMT

EVERYONE HAS TO SEE TAXICAB CONFESSIONS!!!!!!!

UD. BEBE AGUA ???

Sun, 22 May 2005 05:34:55 GMT

BEBA LO MAS SANO
>>>Ha sido comprobado en una investigación científica qué si bebemos
>>>más de un litro de agua por día, al final de un Año habremos
>>>ingerido más de un kilo de Coliformes Fecales que están diluidos
>>>en el agua, o sea 1 KILO de MIERDA!!!
>>>En cambio bebiendo cerveza u otros licores, no corremos ese
>>>riesgo, pues en el caso de la cerveza, ésta pasa por varios
>>>procesos de hervido, filtrado y luego es fermentada.
>>>Por eso, pido que comuniquen a todos los que beben agua, que esa
>>>GUEVONADA HACE DAÑO !!!
>>>El agua es caca, el alcohol es salud.
>>>¡Por una vida libre de Mierda, prefiera el TRAGO!!!
>>>Quien tenga conciencia va llegar a la conclusión que es mucho
>>>mejor tomar cerveza y hablar pura mierda, que tomar mierda y no
>>>decir nada.
>>>Reenvía esto a tus amigos con cierta tendencia alcohólica para
>>>informarles de "Lo bien que están".
>>>O bien a los que aún beben agua para que paren de Tomar Mierda!!!

i thought this was sooooooo funny......

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 20:38:05 GMT

"i wish i had a metal heart.....i could cross the line....."

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 03:57:33 GMT

ok so prom is tomorrow and i kinda dont want to go........ shh h dont tell!!! its sopposed to be a secret, i'll just go and sit there with a smile on my face and no one will have a clue that i am bored out of mind.....!!!! they wont know that i would much rather be doing something else with someone else! ineeddrugmoney!!!! so apparantly they're gonna have breathilizers (oh how i wish i could spell) and they're gonna issue MIP's so hmmmm.... i dont want to go, my dress is pretty hot though, so hahhaha i guess i'll make the sacrifice!!! jk...not really

oh yeah and my oldest sister had her baby...she has the hugest cheeks in the whole wide world!!!! she's cute though....

♥

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 04:39:14 GMT

"youturnedmysmileupsidedown".....

♥

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 04:36:11 GMT

ineverletanyoneinbecausei'mafraidofgettinghurtagainnomatterwhatyoureaguyandohsodangerous...............

<<<<3333!!!!!!!
♥

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 02:51:09 GMT

gwen stefani kix tremendo (c)ULO!!!!!

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 07:14:28 GMT

"Diluted"

I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced lie

It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
My heros are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again

Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
Forget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms increase

God what the fuck is wrong
You act like you knew it all along
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing

All I ever wanted out of you was
Something you could never be
Now take a real good look at
What you've fucking done to me

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

I see you in me

I keep my scars from prying eyes
Incapable of ever knowing why
Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer

Why am I so fascinated by
Bigger pictures, better things
But I don't care what you think
You'll never understand me

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

Fuck!

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 06:45:35 GMT

"Everything Ends"

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore...

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of him
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore

What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die

I'D RATHER FALL ON MY FACE!!!!

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 07:43:54 GMT

no...i dont want to go to the escuela....i hate the escuela!!!

i hope it falls hard!!! the escuela should burn.......or something bad, i am non creative...

spring was NOT long enough! the fucking escuelas publicas de albuquerque are lame!

lets make the escuelas FALL......they should fall, and stuff, i cant think, cuz i hate the escuela so much this is so random and i like saying "ESCUELA" so suck it...! or........? whtever, my cuosin said i couldnt be a raver......i want to shoot my cousin cuz...he sux and he's a lamey, he's just into the rave scene cuz his brother is and his brother said i could if i wanted.....so hahahaha

i'm gone....AND THE ESCUELA SHOULD DIE!!!!

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 18:41:56 GMT

LALALALA SNOW IS SOOOO SOOO SOO SO SO COOL!!!....

NEW LAYOUT........?

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 07:00:34 GMT

YAY!!!!!! i found out who sings punk rock acadamy!!! i'm sooo happy... oh and LORDS OF ACID are awesome!!!! yay!!!!

her: U hung up one me!!!
him: no i didnt
her: yes u did...
him: how do u know? maybe my phone cut off y didnt u call me back?
her: i dunno...but u hung up on me u suck!!!!
him: its cuz saying good-bye is just tooo hard...

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 08:15:42 GMT

so yeah i ws soooooooo bored i took most the quizes.... anyway....

live journal is a chat room!!!

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 23:08:13 GMT

i'm at the library and the lady was like "omg thts chat room ur not allowed"!!! what a bitch live journal isnt a chat room!!! ugh i dont think it is.... any so yeah my other journal keeps going into read-only mode tht pisses me off! anyway, so yeah hmmm i'm bored and i have class like in an hour...i hate tht stupid class everyone is soooo weird, well in a bad way cuz there's good weird but there's bad weird they're bad weird!!! anyway i dunno wtf is going on in that class i should just drop it...anyway this is fucking lame i'm out!!!!!!

its not tht big a deal

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 22:58:28 GMT

ok so i didnt go to school today and now trevis isnt taking me to slipknot...

does anyone else think tht's unfair??? i do, and my sissy had the car today, so y am i at home??

ugh i fucking hate going!!! i shouldnt have to...ok whatever this isnt making sense...

my other journal sux....how the fuck does it keep getting in read-only mode?????

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 00:36:59 GMT

ok so i had this huge thing that i have been wanting to say it was finally out when i pressed the backspace and i went back to when i hadnt finished writing it....SADNESS!!! jeremy has cancer ='/ jeremy is cool i remember the first i went to glenns i was grounded and i had to be home by a certain time, (i usually dont have a curfew) but anyway everyone was soooo drunk and no one could drive, oh yeah thats when andrew's ex was all over daryl... eww not a pretty sight, anyway andrew's ex is a whore and she was trying to take me home even though she was too drunk to stand.... i felt so useless and stuck and i knew that if i didnt get home i was gonna know what being in trouble was (i've never gotten on my mom's bad side except for the time she saw that i carved into myself, i wasnt in trouble but i know i dissapointed her) well anyway i was giving up when jeremy takes her keys and takes me home, he saved me, oh and tht time when tina was stuck at that party and some guy would not leave her alone and she was all by herself cuz her stupid whore friend (me) didnt go, she was all alone and crying and jeremy stole his mom's car and saved her....

so yeah i'm updating here because my other journal wont let me, if u want me to add u to my nu journal just tell me and i prolly will, so yeah thats only if u care enough to read what i say, like yeah i wont mention names but skimming isnt enough!!!

anyway, i love boys to the point where i want to shoot them all, y am i so boy crazy???

so yeah i'm going i'm so mad that my other entry got deleted that was a sweeeeeeeeeeeet entry....